My diary is my world where I can share all my deepest thoughts and secrets.
We first met when we were in college.
I am just a normal girl who doesn’t even know how to comb my hair properly and it is not a big deal for me even if all of you in the class look at me.
I know I am not a type of girl whom will make all the boys’ head turn, but I am happy being me.
I don’t like boys before. Actually my first crush in the class is not a boy but a girl.
I don’t know how we became friends.
What I remember from the first time I laid my eyes on you, nothing special happened.
I just thought that if I were a boy perhaps I am more good looking than you.
I don’t like the way you fix your hair either the way you widened your eye haha it’s because it is already big and when you widened it over and over I felt like it might just fall or burst.
Before, I am happy even if there is only one person who will talk to me.
I don’t really care about what other people might think of me.
I remember we became seatmate when we were in first year college.
You seemed so quiet and serious, that is my first impression of you, but as the days passed you slowly talked to me.
I don’t know if you are just being forced to talk with me because we are seatmates or maybe because we are always in the same group and I always became your leader or just because I saw you having a picture of our classmate in your phone haha perhaps you are afraid that I will black mail you.
Whatever your reasons are I really don’t know.
We always go in your house together with our group mates since you have a computer in your house and our project always needed that. I think we became friends because of that.
After days and months of knowing you. I proved that my first impressions of you were wrong because you are not really quiet, but you are so talkative and you are also playful and a little bit mongoloid.
You are a joker and you always make me laugh by your silly jokes.
We both have the same interests.
We both love talking about different topics.
During first year we know in our heart that we are best friends already even if we didn’t talked about it.
Our first endearment is bro, but actually I first called you “kuya” and whenever I call you that you will also call me “ate” and I don’t want to be called ate because it’s too feminine. That is why we just stick calling each other “BRO”.
I called you bro before because I treated you like my real brother.
I really wish before to have a brother like you. A brother that will always protect his little bro.
I proved that you are the best friend ever when I’ve had a problem with my grade and I need to talk with our professor.
I really cried hard because I am a scholar and I wanted him to change my grade since he mistakenly input a different grade.
You are the one whom I called. I ask you to accompany me to talk with our Prof. and you immediately said yes.
The process of changing my grade took 2 weeks and you never left me.
You are always with me at that time even if you have a lot of important things to do.
I appreciated your effort and love for me bro.
After that I really treasured our friendship. We always call each other to ask for opinions and ideas about our subjects,personal problems, and love problems. Yes, you told me all the girls you like and I also told you mine. When the semester ends we didn’t stopped to bond with each other. We still see each other. You taught me how to ride on a bike, but I never become a pro. Hahaha and sometimes we even try to go in some events together.
Second Year College🙃
At this year we were not classmate anymore. We have different specialization.
You chose to major Mathematics, while me I chose English.
Since we were not classmates anymore we became busy with our different agenda.
I started to engaged myself in debate and you know what’s good with you is that even if we seldom see each other you still don’t make any absences to all of the debate contests.
I started to build my confidence in public speaking. But, still I seldom heard anything from you maybe because we became busy.
On the other hand, I gained a lot of friends and I learned how to enjoy with different people. We started to deal with our life in a separate ways.
We often call each other just like what we always did before, but we still chat each other when our subjects requires us to ask help from one another.
You always ask me to help you to understand some literary texts that you cannot deal with because of its highfalutin words and as a return you will help me in computing some of my subjects which still requires math.
I became busy in maintaining my grades and in working as a tutor.
I’ve had numerous girl crushes on campus, but was too awkward to make a move while you at this year you had a relationship.
I remember how you just told us the news. It was like you are expecting us to kick your balls for keeping that secret to us, but no we didn’t do that we just laughed at you and gave our advices.
This is also the year when I became infatuated with my professor in Social Studies and it is not ordinary because after a year of not liking any man in school here he came, an Adonis came and captured my attention.
I was so determined to join a lot of contests in debate because I know he is one of the judges. I became motivated to study even more because of him. I even try to have a new make over and I think it’s the first time I ever tried it. I curled my hair.
I remember you keep on teasing me when you saw me in the corridor of the campus one time. You even tried to call some of our acquaintances just to tease me. You ask me why I curled my hair, but instead of answering you I just kicked and punched you.
I didn’t tell you because I know you will not stopped to tease me until I burst out of anger. I knew you, you loved teasing me.
The first one in our circle of friends who found my secret is Lance since he is my classmate, followed by Rolyn and the last is you.
I’ve had the chance to tell it to you when you ask me a favor to tell you any story that I read because you will have a book criticism in one of your subjects.
I narrated to you the story ” The Catastrophic History of You and Me” because that’s the latest book I read at that moment.
After I finished telling you the whole plot of it. I told you that I have a friend who is inlove with his 45- year old professor and I told you if it’s ok if they will have a relationship if ever.
You shrugged your head and told me if its serious?
You even told me that it is May December affair.
Then you looked me in the eye saying if is it really my friend or I.
I almost jumped out denying that it was me, but you knew me bro.
You became sad, I saw it in your eyes you then asked me why him. I just told you it’s because I like him. My heart likes him. You just smiled and told me you wanted to see him and I agreed. You managed to gave a different topic when you said that you will treat me balot and sisig because I helped you, but I don’t really know if you really understand the story because there’s a lot of car beeping in that area.
Our day ends, teasing each other you we go at our respective homes to rest and pamper ourselves.
The first time you saw him is when I pointed him to you at the canteen.
When I saw him you saw how nervous I am. I ran so fast when I thought you will call him and you laugh at me so hard. I punched you at your shoulder as my revenge.
I think my whole sophomore year revolves on liking him, while you I really don’t know what’s going on with your relationship since you always avoided to talk about it.
You just wanted to know my stories without giving yours. When the sem ends, our vacation is not like when we were in freshman we didn’t spend it with each other, but we still see each other sometimes at the church and if I still have time I will just dropped by in your house trying to connect to your Wifi.
Third Year College
I still wish that Ra will become my professor in Economics this time, however my wish was not granted that’s why I just managed to be contented sneaking him out on his office during lunchtime or in our dismissal time.
I spent more time in the library hoping that I will see him there. While you bro I didn’t know what exactly happened to you aside from you are now dealing with your crucial subject, Trigonometry.
You tried to connect with me again. You always ask me to go out with you every Saturday if I don’t have a class and I just tell you my problems on love and you will also share yours.
We will just walked in the park and sat on the grass while looking in the stars above.
We won’t mind the time, we will have random topics and you will lean on your shoulders for me whenever I cry.
You knew how sad I am that Ra wasn’t my professor this year and you also know some of my personal problems.
Starting that day you never left me again. I always ask you that you should focus on yourself not with anyone.
A little bit I know something changed on you. I just can’t understand it. I became suspicious of your actions.
You became so concerned about me and even when I crossed the road you always guided me. We keep on updating each other about what’s new with our life.
Then one time just out of the blue you told us you wanted to break up with your girlfriend and we just told you to think of it whatever your decision is we will support you if it will make you feel better, if it’s for good.
You don’t tell any of our friends either me the reason why you wanted to break up with her, but as your bestfriend I keep on asking you again and again.
I tried to be an investigator then you know what I found out.
I think it’s because you have fallen out of love or should I ask do you really love her from the start?
I don’t want to question you because it is too personal and I respect you so much.
Days passed by you always stick by my side. You help me with my research paper for free. You became my consultant and statistician. You never fail on texting me and somehow sometimes my friends are already teasing me to you, but I always get mad because you are my kuya and I never considered that idea in my entire life. I even told to myself before that any romantic affiliation with my friend will destroy our friendship.
I don’t know, but I also know you will never like me. I had a hint before that you are in love with one of our friends, but it’s not me. I was not sure who it was or should I say I am blind not to see it.
It was a Sunny day we are exchanging messages. We have random ideas. We teases each other, I don’t know how our conversation lead somewhere else. You told me you are in love with a girl and you don’t know what to do.
I told you I am also in love with the person I can never had. You told me who it was and I don’t know I just wanted to make a joke that’s why I told you that it was you.
I am joking at that time, but then you admitted everything on that day.
I cannot afford to tell you that I am joking because you made me swear. I know it is a sin to lie, but I am too curious and I never expected that you will tell me that it was me, the woman you want, but I just thought perhaps you are just making fun of me that is why I didn’t make it serious.
We agreed to meet at park after a week to bond.
I reminisce you cried on that day and admitted everything.
It was December almost end of the semester when you told me you are going to admit something to me.
My curiosity drags me to a lot of things you will confess. I thought you will tell me that you are gay or something, but it’s more than that.
You cried it’s as if you are really in pain.
It hurts me watching you like that, that is why I also cried, but what makes me cried even more is your confession. When you told me……………. you love me.
I thought your messages are just jokes. I almost forgot it.
I thought I am sitting on a swivel chair and my world keeps spinning and spinning.
When I get my consciousness back, I punched you and asked you if it’s true.
You looked at me straight in the eye and told me you love me even before.
You told me you realized you can’t afford to lose me.
It’s as if it is just an episode in a telenovela, where in your guy bestfriend will admit that he loves you in just a blink of an eye.
At that moment I don’t know if I will be mad, happy or sad. All I know is you surprised me. You really surprised me!
I didn’t want to believe that I am the reason why you broke up with your girl before, but somehow I can’t stop my mind to wander.
I doubted your sincerity it’s as if all these years I never knew you.
I wanted to keep you, I never wanted to destroy our friendship.
After your confession to me I managed not to communicate with you for a week. I needed time to comprehend what happened, how it happened and etc. I never told it to any of my friends.
But after a week the day, before Christmas we both agreed to meet at the park to give our presents to each other. My gift for you is just a simple letter while you, you gave me a big teddy bear 🐻 and I named it Aniel.
We both recited our spoken poetry, releasing all our emotions in words. I remember you were crying while you are reading your poetry.
After that I tell you my decision, I don’t want to lose my bro that’s why I gave you a chance.
I let you court me.
I saw the sparks in your eyes when I gave you my verdict and at that moment you promised that you will never break my heart.
At first I became so awkward with you. I am not used to with your actions. You sent me love letters and chocolates. I am not used that you wait for my class to finish everyday and you will walk me home.
At first I don’t want to tell others that we are stepping up on the next stage because I know it is not easy especially that they know we are just like brothers.
It was so funny I never wear dress before. I just once wore it and I am forced because of our prom in highschool, but I did it for you on our first formal date.
I don’t know how you turned me into a lady. Starting when I entertained you. I also stop eyeing those pretty girls in campus.
I stopped acting like a mongoloid. I neglected my idea to have a girlfriend because of you.
Slowly, I healed from my crazy infatuation with my professor.
The semester ends that you always sent me your long and sweet messages and it continued even in our vacation.
How should I explain what I am feeling when we are always together. I felt like I am safe when I am with you. I am so happy because you always make me laugh.
There is no boring day with you.
You can easily make a lot of story and I never felt bored talking and listening to your funny stories.
I must admit that I am also afraid that if I turned you down you will ignore me forever.
This is the final year. Year where we can already taste our hard work in school. We are already designated to teach in our respective school for our OJT.
We are both assigned at Concepcion Integrated High School. Luckily, we have the same schedule. Both of us are in morning shift.
You always have your baon which is good for two that is why I really saved a lot hahaha.
My practicum becomes easy because of you. You always help me by giving me some bright ideas on how I can handle my students and we help each other vice versa.
Although, many of our colleagues who saw us speculate that we are more than friends. We both know our real score and that’s the most important.
You know at that moment that you are still under my tests. It’s been hard for me to decide since I’ve never had a boyfriend, besides I wanted to assure if I still like Ra my professor before.
Days passed, we labeled ourselves as “MU”.
My students and your handled students started to ask what is our relationship. I told them you are my brother and you didn’t talked to me for 1 day because of that haha.
What will I tell them I didn’t even say yes to you.
You courted me for 1 year and 6months. I don’t know how you endure waiting for such a long time.
You knew all my flaws even on what are the things that I hate and what makes me mad.
I even quarrel you as part of my tests if you will just give up on pursuing me, but No you still manage to stick at my side even if I am not showing a wonderful rainbow, but a storm.
We had a lot of adventures when we were just best friend. No one can ever separate us not even our parents.
And I thought it will become so more crucial now.
I finally say Yes two days after our graduation it was Second of May.
In front of my two witnesses Kim and Gladys. It was just a simple day of celebration for finishing our degree for four years. Everyone of us were so happy talking about our plans.
I don’t have any idea when shall I tell you that we are official. I just brought out the box that I made and let you read what’s inside it.
I even not told to my friends that today is the day of my Final Verdict.
That is why even them were shocked and were shouting when I said Yes, I can be your Girl.
I don’t know if you remember how teary eyed you were while reading those words.
You are a timid person in front of the other people, but I know if my friends are not with us perhaps you already jumped out of joy.
What you did is you just held my hands and hugged me.
But seeing your reaction is priceless.
Now I don’t know where our relationship will lead us. I Know we are just starting.
There will be a lot of challenges that will either break us or make us. I hope we can conquer all of it.
I hope our friendship is enough as our foundation.
It is a risk that we both take and I hope we will never become a stranger.
I wanted you to become my forever.
I can’t promise you that your life with me will be great, but one thing I can promise you is that I will be your Bro no matter what happens to us.
You will always be my best friend.
I love you Bro😍
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